I don't know why, but I slip the phone into my pocket and make my way back to the rest of them. Bear raises an eyebrow in questioning. I don't reply immediately. The phone feels heavier than usual, and it's because it carries more than just metal and programs. I should throw it away. There is no need to keep anything that belongs to Darius. But for a reason unknown yet, I keep it. Bear doesn't ask any more questions. Even Cassie gives me a nod, going back to work. Dr. Connor, the tutor that takes Rowan during the week, is waiting for me. Both of them sit at the dining table as I walk into the garage house hours later. "Mama!" Rowan jumps off the table the moment he sees me and runs towards me. I pick him up in a tight hug. My gaze lifts to the windows, and even from miles away, I ca

