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I felt sick to my stomach, my head wouldn't stop spinning and the voices in my head kept judging me nonstop. I wanted to disappear or maybe turn invincible… as long as no one was going to see me or look me in the face, I was willing to go with any of the above.
I almost let Ryder kiss me! What the hell was I thinking? How could I throw my self-respect, my self-control, and discipline out the window for just a kiss from a married man?
I clearly told him just a few days ago and I was there in his office seconds ago, about to let him kiss me if it weren't for Ethan who walked in on us.
I closed my eyes in shame while I relived the embarrassing moment and I hoped my cheeks weren't flushed from the thoughts I was having.
Rushing into my departmental office, I walked to my desk with my
