RYDER
Gritting my teeth in withheld anger, I rushed toward the kitchen once Janet was gone and I turned on the diffuser to get rid of her scent.
Once that was out of the way, I didn’t bother taking off my clothes anymore. My head felt like it was about to explode from so many thoughts and I desperately needed a distraction.
So I went right for the bar and poured myself a full tall glass of scotch and I downed it all in a go before slamming the glass back on the counter as it burned from my throat down to my chest and I groaned in satisfaction because I got the pain I ached for.
Wanting to feel something once again that would distract me from the noise in my head, I poured myself another glass, filling it up to the brim this time and I drank it all at once again.
My eyes watered fro
