RYDER
I f****d up. I f****d up big time and I didn't know what to do. I'd lost Ivy for the second time all thanks to Ethan and his big mouth and I wasn't sure I could win her back this time.
While I watched her walk away from me, I tried to rack my brain. I struggled to think of an idea I could use to convince her to listen to me but my head was empty.
I was already overwhelmed with the fear of losing Ivy so I couldn't think straight for a minute and in frustration, I folded my fists tightly because I was getting the urge to break something.
I ran my fingers through my hair in distress before I looked at Ivy who was still walking down the passage in rapid steps and I wondered if I should go after her and stop her from leaving me.
I quickly shoved that thought away because I knew that
