My Destined One

The Phone call

Aarsh's POV

  After creating a lot of scenes, Meera finally decided to sleep, giving herself and me a peace of mind. You all might be thinking what is wrong with me? Why am I so harsh with her all of a sudden? But to be honest, I don't want to be harsh with her, instead, I want to behave politely and sweetly, but every time I sense her trying to go away from me, even after the marriage, is just triggering me. Triggering me to make her understand that what ever the f**k happens now, she can't just get up and leave me. She is my wife. Yes, I know I promised her that I will leave her the moment Sana comes back, but to be frank, I don't expect her to be back. Lets get this clear, the one who left willingly, didn't leave just for fun. I knew she completely left me here to deal with all the shits. That's what she does, always. I know I can't make Meera believe this piece of information, cause after all Sana is her 'close' friend. 

  But she needs to understand that she at least needs to be with me till Sana comes back. But no, she is ready to leave now. If I had the right, or the will power, then I should have tied her up and made her beg me to let her be with me. But I won't do that. I will win her heart eventually, I don't wanna force her to accept me, love me, or be with me. But if this behavior of hers remain like that even in the future, I promise you, I will make love to you until and unless you scream and agree that you are mine. I know how your body reacts with my touch, I have f*****g felt it. I know her heart also feels some what the same way, just I need you to utter those words, words that will assure me you are mine. ONLY MINE. And I don't want anybody restricting me to have what's mine, even if its you.

   During the marriage, I literally felt good, rather satisfied, filling her head with vermillion, tying up the nuptial chain. I wanted to see her wearing those. Those are nothing but the sign that I officially made her mine. I wanted to show it to the world, but I couldn't. I controlled myself. I wanted to be the first one to see her bearing all those signs of Mrs Aarsh Sharma, but I controlled myself in front of everyone. When I promised Sana's parents that I will keep my wife safe, happy and protect her with my everything, I wanted Meera to hear this words, feel the sincerity in them, wanted her to trust my words, after all I promised them to her and not to anyone else. And I will keep my promise, I know it will be hard for us, but neither I will give up nor let Meera give up this marriage. 

  After bidding farewell, when we were alone in the car, she was sobbing, hard. I wanted to hold her in my arms, comfort her, do anything so that she would stop, but I knew the driver knows me and my family. At least for tonight I can't take the risk to disclose her as my wife. I have plans, plans that only has the option to let Meera accept this marriage, so I didn't take the risk of doing anything in the car. Just bear her sobs. Everything was going good after that, but my dear wife had to ruin it. I thought that when we will be alone in the room, I will be the first one to see her as my bride, but no, I didn't know she had other plans. The moment I said we 2 will be sharing a room, she just opened a vail and started questioning my decisions. What did she think, that after doing so many things, marrying her somehow, I will let her stay away from me on the first night of our marriage? No baby, that's not happening at all. 

  I doubted that she would want to leave me soon, but I never imagined this soon. As if I was a plague or something. That enraged me, and when she took a key and ran away and locked her self in a room, I was seeing red. I forced Shagun and Vidushi to let me enter with them, I expected right. She heard their voices and thought I was not there and voila, she opened the door. As soon as she opened the door, I grabbed her tight, took her to our room and threw her on the bed. I wanted to punish her, punish her so bad, punish her for running away from me, trying to hide her identity from me, letting me stuck with Sana, and for all other things she did behind my back. I wanted to punish her, make her beg me to stop, stop punishing her, make her scream my name, ONLY MY NAME, let the entire world know I got her. But I didn't. I just don't know how I control myself, from ruining her just for me.

  She tried really hard to put a distance between us. But tell me honestly, the woman I have craved for 5-6 years, tried to find her for last 8 years and after having her, particularly making her mine, how can you expect me to let her slip away from me? Let her make a distance between us? I have endured everything. Its f*****g my life to begin with, I should have the right to decide what I want, whom I choose, but Meera always took that right away from me, decided about my life by her own self. And this time I choose her, and I will make her choose me and no else before me. Gone are those days where you will sacrifice my entire life to keep some mental woman safe. I don't give a damn why you did that, but right now, the ball is in my court and honestly baby, there is no escape for you from me. You are stuck here. For good, for forever. 

  I heard her breathing slowly, making me understand that now she is completely asleep. I was still on the couch, waiting. Waiting for a phone call for last 9 hours. I need to be assured, assured of something. This one phone call will make me confident of my future plans, with Meera. This one phone call will end almost all of my worries. At least for now. Then I can live with Meera peacefully. But the call isn't coming. Am getting tired sleepy. I got up and stretched myself. All of a sudden my eyes went to my peacefully sleeping wife. I went near her, crouched down to her level, heard her shallow breathing. 'Finally you are at peace baby. Why don't you wanna stay with me? Why do I have to force you every f*****g time? Why can't you willingly be with me? Am I that bad to be with you? What do I have to do to prove you my worth? Just tell me anything. I will do everything, just for you. But please stay with me, be on my side. You make the beast inside me calm. A kiss, a hug, a simple touch of yours works wonder for me. Please baby, please stay with me.' I wanted to say these out loud but couldn't. 

  I kept on staring at her for a few more minutes, until I heard my phone vibrating from the tea table. I went there, picked it up, saw an unknown number on the screen, but somewhat sure that this is the call I have been waiting for. I looked at Meera one last time, received the call, and went to the balcony and closed the door before saying, "Hello! Why are you calling me so late? You know, I was so worried. Where are you right now?"

Meera's POV

  I was sleeping peacefully when I felt someone was deeply staring at me. I know who it can be but I just didn't want to see his face anymore, at least for now. Gone are those days when I felt butterflies in my belly when he used to stare at me, only. Not even Sana. I always felt good, may be sometimes felt loved. I know its wrong but its just my heart. His long stares did something to me. But it all started to fade down after I got to know the reason behind it. But it will be wrong to say that it was completely gone. His hawk like stare, his simple touches, everything made me feel week in my heart. Those were the moments I wanted to stop all the pretense, stop caring for others and make myself run to his arms, tell him 'Yes I am the one who you desperately want to be with.' But only I knew how much of a struggle I have done not to do so.

  My sleep was further disturbed with his phone vibrating on the table near the sofa. It was silent though, but the vibration was too loud to be unnoticed. I slightly open my eyes, to be sure not to let him know am watching, I saw him took the phone, looked at his expression being changed. Although it was dark inside the room, but still the  light from the moon and a night lamp in the room was enough to see his face and the expressions on it. He didn't receive the call immediately, instead he went outside to the balcony, and then picked up the call. I felt a bit strange , I mean he could have talked in here, what was the need to go outside? Maybe he just doesn't want me to disturb the sleep after all. I felt a bit good, at least he still cares for me, even I have thrown so many tantrums today.

  Thinking about today, mainly about my behavior, I felt bad for him a little bit. I mean, he didn't want to get married in the first place, but everyone convinced him, and see, Sana ran away. He forced me to marry him but just because no one can stain Sana's image, or insult her family. He wants me to be here until Sana comes so that he can save his parents' reputation. He is doing everything for others and nothing for himself. If he wanted, he could have straight walked away from this problem, anyone would have. He could have think this as an opportunity to stop this marriage. But he didn't, instead he did everything possible to him to have this marriage. He even promised to be with Sana, keep her happy and safe even when she just ran away right before the marriage. And what did I do? Just thought about my own self. Great! Am really selfish. I agreed to help, but I was trying to leave them in the middle. 'No Meera, you should stay till the end. You have seen a lot, suffered a lot, just a bit more. Learn something from Aarsh.' I sighed and went back to sleep, thinking all the possible shits that I might have to face tomorrow. 

Aarsh's POV

  After about 15 minutes, the call was over, finally. The conversation was more than satisfying than I expected it to be. But still not more satisfying than my wife's moan. Gosh am so pervert, that too on my wife! Yes, my wife, Meera, my wife. Its sounds amazing. Repeating it is more than amazing. In life, every time I struggled hard to get something I wanted. If I have got something easily, I proved that I am worth keeping it. With Meera, it was the same. I struggled too hard to get her. Even somewhere I lost all the hopes, accepted my fate. But I got her, somehow, I got her, and I can promise it over and over again that I will cherish her forever. Worship her every night, will always be loyal to her. If one day she askes for my life, I can even give it to her. The phone call just signaled me a happy life with Meera, in the near future.

  I went back to the room, closing the door behind me. The moment I turned around, I saw my wife sleeping, peacefully. I just don't understand how can she make my heart skip a beat. Its just so alluring to even watch her sleep so innocently, doing nothing, just sleeping. Her face, her body, everything pulls me to her. She is some kind of a magnet to me, keeps on pulling me to her. I noticed that she is sleeping on one side of the bed and there's more than enough room for a person like my figure. I asked her not worry about where I will sleep, but that doesn't mean I promised her I will not sleep beside her. That place on the bed was literally screaming me to lay down there, her body was also not helping much in that case, as I just wanted her embraced in my arms, feel her skin on my skin. But I was scared if she will push me. I will be hurt if she does that.

   Its been more than 2 minutes I was contemplating about what I should do. f**k that, lets just get ready for the night already. I opened my sherwani, opened the vest I was wearing underneath it, and placed it on the chair in the room. I went to my suitcase, got my cargos out, I can't risk wearing boxers while sleeping with her, may be I will in the future, but not today, at least. I went to the bathroom, took a  quick cold shower. No, am not horny, yet, its just the weather. May be I will again have to have a shower, but lets not think of it right now. I ended my shower soon, dried myself up, wore the cargos, kept my torso naked and went to the room. Again am just back to square one. What should I do? Where should I sleep? Just f**k it, I will sleep with her. Am her husband, I have the full right to share the bed she sleeps on, have the full right to hug her, keep her in my arms, its not that am forcing her. 

  I went to the other side of the bed, sat down there, let out a heavy breath and laid down quickly. I turned to look at her, her back was facing me. I slowly pushed my hand underneath her body so that I can turn her to my side. I know she is a heavy sleeper, but I was quite slow and gentle, literally didn't want to disturb her sleep, let alone wake her up. I succeeded after a few minutes, quickly turned her to me and smoothly pushed her to me. I take her one leg a little bit up and entangled our legs, I then slowly hugged her, bringing her nearer to me, placing her head on my bare chest. I looked down at her, she was still sleeping heavily. I am successful in making her sleep in my embrace. I felt good, legit good. I kissed her hair and whispered to her, "I have wished to sleep like this for last few years, and now I have you, all to myself. I promise you love, I will make you sleep like this way everyday very soon." And then I rested my chin on her head, closed my eyes, and for the first time I drift myself to a wonderful sleep, fully knowing this is just reality and not one of my dreams.