Meera's POV
The first night of the marriage is supposed to be the most beautiful night of the marriage. It marks a beginning for the newly wed couple. They are supposed to be consummating the marriage. It would have been same for me too if not this marriage happened out of the blue or I would have been so scared of getting physical. To be frank, am afraid of having s*x. Afraid of how painful it will be for the first time. I know its a pleasurable thing, but its scary for me. Frankly, there was a time in my life where I was scared to even pleasure myself. I thought that I would hurt myself. Well, that's in the past but still am not over with the fear. And getting intimate with Aarsh! Its a huge decision for me.
I know one day or the other I have to give in. He has the right and freedo
