His broken mate

Chapter Two

Alexis P.O.V

After dinner I was trying to calm Lexi down she would not stop crying no matter what I do and I knew that this was exactly why I was like this I had to be the protective one because I know Lexi. She was always the sensitive one always getting sad when she hurt someone’s feelings or just always trying to please someone. I loved that about her but I also kind of hated it I didn’t want to see her hurt and I don’t like it when she gets upset like this. 

Anyway I picked her up and put in my room. We always slept together because she never liked being apart from me. ....

Okay I didn’t like being apart from her but that’s just how I am. When I wake up I want to know that she’s right beside me and I want to know that no matter what she can always be close for me to protect her. Lexi is obviously not a fighter I teach her enough to protect herself just in case I’m not with her which is basically never but you just in case.

Anyway as I sit here looking at her laying in my bad fast asleep I can’t help but feel bad and guilty I mean I know it’s not my fault that we were abandon but I see that look in her eyes and I know that I don’t ever what to see that light dim. I have given up hope that there’s a future for me or someone out there that can take care of me for once. Right now she is my future she is my hope and I just pray that she has someone out there that can be with her when I’m not.

Now that I have basically thought of everything I can think of right now. I slowly let the darkness consume me and pray to the moon goddess above that we have a better day tomorrow.

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Okay guys I am so sorry that I couldn’t right to you guys I have been so busy that I completed forgot about you guys out there wanting to read the rest of the book but just now that from now on I will be putting out more and more episodes and I hope you guys  like them. All I ask is for you guys to be patient and I will post as soon as I can .