Ace
I was standing there in front of her apartment. I just wanted to barge in and hug her. I wanted to see her. I can’t do it anymore. But it’s 3 AM in the morning.
On that day when she said I suffocate her, it was really painful. I knew she didn’t mean it because I saw how badly she was crying after I left her alone.
I think she forgot that I could see her as the walls were made of glass.
But could not understand why she was doing this to me and to herself. Why did she tried so hard to push me away. On that day I decided to forget about her.
I knew she will not accept me and I can’t keep on following her like this when she wanted to push me away so badly.
But it was really difficult to avoid her. Every moment when I wasn’t talking with her was making me frustrated. I couldn’t foc
