THIRTY-NINE I followed Caitlin's car back to her place, then walked her to the stairwell. "Please, will you come up for a drink? Or two?" The quiet desperation in her tone tugged at my heart. I couldn't refuse her anything. I agreed and followed her up. "Just give me a moment to go tidy up. Help yourself to whatever you like while you're waiting." She waved vaguely at the kitchen as she headed to her bedroom. When she returned, I was halfway through drinking my second glass of water. "You don't want any alcohol?" she asked, still seeming more nervous than she should be. I shrugged. "I figured I'd wait and see what you were having and water's not a bad thing to start with." Slowly, she nodded as she opened the pantry and stretched for something on the top shelf. I watched her f

