It felt very awkward being out alone. I swallowed the lump on my throat and continued walking.
My heart squeezed the moment I thought of his frustrating everything was.
I was now a prisoner and the thought of it made tears well in my eyes.
I turned around and walked to a steel and glass building. I knew I wasn't meant to be met inside without a ticket but i didn't care.
I didn't want to go inside, I just wanted to go somewhere where nobody knew me and my life didn't feel twice as worse.
As I reached the building, I walked to the foyer and gently lowered my stance to the floor.
I held my mouth to stop the gasps but I couldn't. It all became too much to contain and I just held my legs crying.
I buried my face in my thighs wondering what I could do.
I sat there for a few more minutes
