Emma I woke up in the morning. I remind last night. I couldn't understand if I could be happy or upset about the party. In one hand I have the man I am crazy for while on the other hand I have a brother and friend who were upset with me. I left the bed lazily and dragged myself to the bathroom. What a lazy morning. I didn't want to go to the cafe today. This is the first time when I am saying that, but... I don't want to face Vic. Whatever happened last night would definitely hurt him. He would be upset and I can't face him. Oh god please help me!!! I looked at my reflection in the mirror. The redness of my cheeks remind me the crazy Ness of last night. Oh yeah, I forgot the last part of the night. I remind Edwin's words from last night. Sometimes he sounds to seducing. He came fr

