My virginity
Entering the room, I start pacing back and forth, feeling flushed and overwhelmed. That kiss has affected me so much. Oh my goodness! I thought I could control myself, but now that I'm in the room, I feel lost.
I must be completely insane! If it weren't for his grandmother, I'm sure I would have given in. I can't control what my body feels. Noooo... I promised myself I wouldn't be with any man, wouldn't mix work with s*x, and definitely wouldn't indulge in so many kisses.
What am I doing? Lucero was right. She warned me that my blessed and desperate body could take over at any moment.
"Is everything okay?" he asks seconds after I entered, "my grandmother is worried."
Is he following me? No, I requested to come alone, not for him to accompany me.
"Umm, no, not
