Almost died
I'm lying. My head hurts a lot, but I have to be strong in front of him.
"I'm not saying otherwise, but your experience with alcohol tells me you're lying," I feel a lump in my throat, I'm stunned by everything he's saying.
"You didn't expect me to notice."
I have a lot of anger built up, I even thought alcohol could make me forget all the calamities that are happening to me, but a minute of forgetfulness doesn't make up for it, because I will remember everything at once and even more when feeling that strange sensation that alcohol leaves you... Regret and guilt. Ah, all of this tells me that I am a woman that everyone wants to see as a failure.
I'm not going to deny that his proposal is not a bad idea, but my damn pride doesn't want me to give in. Why does he al
