To take care of Fifi.
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"You're a f*****g hypocrite, how can you hide in this office? Why don't you accept your reality?" he yells, snatching the glass out of my hand. "Admit that you're in love, that you're lost to that woman, and that every time she's near you, you want to devour her and have her all to yourself. Stop lying!"
This is what happens when I tell him everything I do or think about her. Now it's clear to me that I have to keep my mouth shut. I gain nothing from being honest because it affects me.
Am I in love? I'm not sure yet, but what I do know is that I lose my mind when I'm near her. I'm about to distance myself from this dangerous and damaging feeling for my mental health.
"No, I won't accept something I don't really feel. She's the girl who has accepte
