Regrets. Yes, there were many to count. And even if I was aware I had no courage to do what's important. Like now, I felt restless whenever I saw Callahan and I wanted to tell him my feelings but I had no guts.
I was afraid of rejection and more than that I was afraid of him leaving me. So, I decided when I'd be going to my home town in a few days, I would enjoy it wholeheartedly with Callahan--or so I'd thought.
After my conversation with Mr Denver, Callahan never came back so I returned home by myself and now, I was having dinner alone.
Where the hell did he go? Did he have a landline in Hell? Did they even use their phones there? Why the hell didn't he leave any message? And above all, why didn't I have his number?
Callahan used to be always around me and appeared without any noti
