Caught In A Triangle

Our first kiss..

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(Debbie's POV)

I looked at my phone for the 10th time expecting a message from Jasper.

The truth was that I really didn't want to break up with him at all but I just had to so that it looks like I am the innocent one.

Jasper was a nice guy and I didn't want to loose him, of all my boyfriends he was the only nice and caring one .

" How did he find out?" I constantly asked myself

I made all my relationships secret and was very careful in my dealings.

I really didn't feel bad lieing to Emily about Jasper.

"Yes I told alot of lies about him to Emily" but it was something I had to do.

Emily was an emotional person and if she was to find out I was playing with Jasper's emotions she could go crazy. She hated double dating but only allowed me to do it without hurting anyone's feelings.

Deep down I knew Jasper was madly in love with me but I couldn't help myself I just couldn't reciprocate the feeling.

I loved his company but I just couldn't stay with him

"It's just insane"

He was caring,nice and a loving guy but Jasper wasn't the spending type yeah he gives but it wasn't as much as I expected but it wasn't the reason I was cheating on him.

The painful truth is that I can't just stay with only one guy no matter the wealth they have..

I looked at my phone again but still no message from Jasper, I sighed and made up my mind to see him later that evening..

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Jasper's lodge

(Jasper's POV)

We were already done eating and she was cleaning up the kitchen .

" You will make a good house wife" I teased her

"Thanks" she laughed

" What are we going to do now?" She asked

She had just finished and was drying her hands.

I looked outside and saw it was still raining

" We could watch a movie together" I answered her

" I don't want to watch movies" she muttered as she bit her lips and rolled her eyes..

I smiled and instantly understood what she wanted.

" Girls can never change" I thought

I moved forward and carried her to the living room and lightly dropped her on the couch.

I switched on the television set and went back to sit down wrapping my arms around her.

She didn't pull off instead she hugged me and placed her head on my chest.

I felt total peace and calmness deep down my soul.

We stayed like that for some seconds allowing the feelings we had to build up.

My emotions started playing roughly and the only thing I could think of was having the most wonderful moments of my life with her.

I kissed her forehead to make her feel safe with me, she blushed and freed herself to wrap her hands around my neck.

" This is the right time" I thought

I raised her chin and immediately kissed her passionately. She kissed me back and we allowed our emotions to take over us.

After few minutes she tightned her grip around my neck and I used that as an opportunity to run my fingers through her body..

After some minutes my body and emotions grew so hot and intense, I had to control myself and immediately pulled off from her.

"We are not ready" I thought

"Sorry" she muttered turning her face away from me to watch what popped on the television.

I felt she was hurt so I drew closer to hold her once more.

" Let's give ourselves some time" I wispered into her ears.

I just wanted to get over with Debbie first before going on with Emily.

The truth was that I wanted her but I still had to respond to Debbie's message before doing anything.

It will hurt Emily if she finds out that I had not really given Debbie an answer, I just wanted to finish things with Debbie. I want to tell Debbie to her face that I didn't want the relationship and that I was glad she was finally out of my life. At least I found someone better.

I smiled at my thoughts and squeezed Emily's hand gently, she blushed and pretended to focus her eyes on the movie.

I knew what she wanted just by looking at her and then hugged her more tightly.

"Let's go out tomorrow" I wispered seductively

I could tell that my words sent charges into her body, I smiled having that realization.

" What if it rains tommorow again?"she asked as she looked up to me

I smiled and quickly answered

"I will be overjoyed, it means that we would cuddle ourselves all day"

" Your crazy" she said rolling her eyes at me.

Even with the fake expression I knew she wished the Same thing.

The sound from the television distracted us, it looks like the movie was in it's c****x and we focused on the movie.

Seconds passed and then minutes turned into an hour, the movie we were watching just finished.

I looked at Emily and discovered she was already fast asleep, I smiled at the sleeping beauty in my arms .

She was really beautiful and pleasant to watch, I wished at that point I could make her mine already but I still had to give Debbie an answer. I was glad my relationship with Debbie was finally over and then I inwardly thought of the lovely moments I was going to spend with Emily

I tried to carry Emily up to my room so she could sleep comfortably but my actions woke her up.

She sighed and yawned sleepily as she asked

"Is the movie over?"

"Yeah, like 2 minutes ago" I explained

She sighed and pulled off from my arms rubbing her eyes.

" I hate watching movies, it's usually boring"she said and swallowed hard

I just smiled as I helped her arrange her hair that messily covered her face.

" The rain stopped a while ago,can we still go out?" I asked

She gave me a weird look and answered

"It's already past 3pm, I have to go home Jasper"

" You can stay just 15 minutes then I will book a ride for you home" I sounded needy but I didn't mind at all. I was already missing her and honestly didn't want her to go.

She opened her mouth to say something when we heard someone's knock.

"Are you expecting someone?" Emily asked

" No" I replied quietly cursing whosoever it was that just interrupted my sweet moments with Emily.

I got up to open it and then looked through the pigeon hole immediately I got to the door.

"Holy Heavens!!, It was Debbie"..........