Primer souless

Chapter three

Jane apartment is a simple one. Bedroom, a kitchenette ,a living room with bare walls , three seater sofa and a 24 inch TV placed in a simple cabinet almost full of books she is a real routine person and when she get off from work she showers put a pot of coffee or sometimes order take out if she feels like eating which is probably three times a week because everything this days feels alot more difficult.

Then as always she takes a notebook and pen to write. It is the only thing she does that brings happiness that a monster desrves today she is writing poems in her book Analogy of when the darkness appeared.

Crowds cheers she is smiling so wide

Who wouldn't when you get to share stage with one you love and doing what you love?

Being a star is like flying in happy faces

And she loves it and this day it's double

Then a big black cloud fly over engulfing the crowd until soul screeching is the only thing she hears

It's like apocalypse but instead of everything ending her worst nightmare begins and she gets to live

that darkness remaking itself everytime she close her eyes.

Every poem she writes leave moisture in her face and leads her to that day leads her to him. Does he regret that day? does he think about her?do the agents visit him like they do for her? Does he get threats? or the big question does he still sing? or is he alone like her?Those are the questions she wish answers for .

She checks her phone to see the time it's still 10.00 and she can't take sleeping pills now they won't be able to work until morning and she hates waking up in the middle of the night to take them again then stay for another hour before they work so she decides to write another poem

How can love end in a tragedy?

I know it's a silly question to ask

After all Romeo and Juliet are an obvious example.

But how could ours end so tragically

And worst of all I am not sad about the love

Only the life part and innocence destruction.

Or how could the world be so blind

Or how could the world take everything for granted

Wished I was placed again in a green land be able to live with no knowledge of what lacks in the dark.

She place the notebook in the table drink water with the pills stare at her album collection He even made her hate music one thing she loved long time ago .Now as she waits for the waves the demonic thoughts stream down burning her soul and heart each one making her scream but she can't stop them ,she would never stop them so she lets them burn and with each burn the pain increases and all she is left with is hope that it won't be long the waves will show up and then the demonic thoughts will go to sleep too.