Chapter – 147
It’s not the betrayal that breaks me down like a building crashing down to a horrible end. No, it’s the brick wall that I started scratching down bit by bit with him around, letting him in and now they are all just put right back up again, where it started. Alone in the solitude that I did my best to clear away. Love needs trust, honesty, and truth. Otherwise, you are a fool to walk into the whirlpool of pain and guilt.
Mere ten minutes and all the things were well, easy, good. I finally had to work hard to walk straight or speak clearly. I don’t have to think about the brooding things that man spoke. I had many basic problems.
Maybe it was the alcohol I threw up in the toilet bowl. I felt cold as it exits my body. But I feel lighter now that it’s flushed out of my body, a
