Chapter – 51
Trigger warning* please don’t read this chapter if you feel uncomfortable about eating disorders.
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We want everything to be fast. Walk fast, run fast, read fast, be rich fast. What we don’t understand is that goodness needs time. Wine takes years to obtain that distant and special, smooth flavour that makes everyone fall in love. Give yourself time, things will work out.
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I wonder if I'll be pretty always, I'll be loved always.
Will I be remembered after I pass? What will I leave behind?
I felt like I've done nothing in my life. Will I be great? Will I be something?
Or like winter I'll stay cold. Maybe be like summer, giving warmth and love.
Sometimes all those dreams seem so real, sometimes like losing.
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The alarm blasted in my ears, like a thunder, like a
