The thing was, our indecent proposal didn’t feel temporary. The way Doc spoke to me, touched me for the first time tonight… it was hard to imagine he would ever stop. How would I go back to normal after a weekend of obeying his every command? How did a person manage to be just friends after that? Friday seemed like it was an eternity away. It’s only three days you shameless strumpet. Get yourself under control. It’s only three days you shameless strumpet. Get yourself under control.If people could hear me bratting myself, they might think I’d gone ‘round the bend. They’d probably be right. Dating in my forties did that to me. Sure there were plenty of fish in the sea, but you know what else there is? Trash. There is a lot of garbage in the ocean. At my age, finding a man like Doc w

