27 I had a dream last night, a dream that I really wish came true. Which explains why I'm sitting on one of the chairs on the balcony that overlooks the city. I thought a bit of fresh air would do me justice since the dream made me worried about what's next. Whilst me and Nate were having s*x last night I came thinking about kids, about the future of both of us, I am going to have to tell Nate about the fact that it's possible I won't be able to give him children. I think tomorrow would be the best day to book an appointment and go for x-ray's since it's been a while. They put me on these pills when I went first but I don't really know if that's helping at all if I haven't even been on my period for months. The city looks beautiful this time of the morning, it's weird seeing no one ou

