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Leaving that room, I really didn't understand what the f**k just happened I was adamant that I wasn't going to speak to Nate in this whole experience but I just let him touch me and zip my f*****g dress up it's not like I kissed him or anything.
I don't think I was prepared when tammy told me I would be walking down the aisle with Nate. The look on her face and the tone in her voice told me she was scared for me too.
She knows how much he hurt me and the pain he put my heart in over the last few months but since he is the best man and I am the maid of honour they both agreed that it would be a good fit.
Angela was already sitting down when I reached the beach, she was sitting in one of the first rows at the front next to Cameron of course. Everyone was already sat waiting they would
