41 Setting all the legal stuff to the side me and Nate decided to make our way outside. Its funny how were used to having cameras following us around so as the photographer take multiple pictures for our wedding collage we just walk around. "how are you feeling" I ask him as we stop to admire the beautiful evening view. I know its not the topic of conversation he wanted to be discussing now but I don't think I could just enjoy tonight without Nate being able to vent out his feelings to his wife. He brings my hand up to his lips and places a soft kiss there. The gesture was cute and it warmed my heart. "honestly I don't know. I thought I hated him with everything he did I was sure of it. But he's my brother and I knew if mum was alive she would be totally disappointed if I did nothing t

