The Cursed Girl

Chapter 26

Gwen 

Today is one of the worst day of my life and it had been one wee since no one had talked with me and they are literally ignoring my presence and I kind of lost all hope that I will ever be able to gain their love once again but what is hurting me more is Tsetan's ignorance and I don't know why but it is literally haunting me and somewhere I am still have the same trust on everyone even though everyday I feel as if I will die out of suffocation. My phone ringed and it was from my grandparents. I picked it up.

"Happy birthday baby girl." They said in unison.

"Thanks." I said with a small smile on my face.

"What happened aren't you happy?"

"No, no nothing is like that. I am happy just kind of sad that Leandro is not around and you also."

"You know how much I wanted to come but this grandpa of yours forget to buy tickets but we are coming in few days only."

"Come soon. I have something for you." 

"What is it?"

"When you will come I will tell you."

"Okay if you say so."

"I will call you later. I have something else to do." 

"Okay and take care of yourself." They hung up and I looked at the card which was in front of me was of Mr. Jefferson. He really hopes that I am his sister's  daughter and I am having this fear only and only one who could answer my unanswered question  are my maternal grandparents. I then took  the zip lock bag in which pendent was present and I was having mixed feeling. I couldn't really think straight. I looked at the clock and found that it was already breakfast time but in this week I rarely had my food. I have eat most of my food from restaurant only and sometime I get it from my home only. I walk downstairs and heard the chuckling and a sudden pain pass through my heart. Everything had changed and that too in one week. I have become a foreign person inside my home only and what hurts me more is Tsetan's ignorance. No one really want to talk about the matter but is so much eager to keep everything to themselves only. I was on the last step on the stair and looked at them. None of them really cares about me. I still remember why my aunt had fainted but I think that I must have took it in a wrong way. It must be about something else and I got a wrong information. I still can't believe that I still have trust on them but this is scattering slowly. They were laughing and here I was suffering from pain. I think I will die someday out of suffocation.

"I don't know what I have done wrong that all of you are ignoring me and I can't make up the conclusion at all but I really want to know what I have done wrong that had made you behave like this with me. Why can't you guys clearly say what is on your mind. If you want me to leave then I will leave and that too without any hesitation but please don't ignore me, it is killing me everyday and I don't know how long I will hold on this but I am damn sure that I am going to be suffocated to death in few days. It would be better if I doesn't exist than I didn't really have to face today." I soon realize that I was speaking on high voice and all the four pair of eyes were on me. Now if they had listen the before ones than why not the last one as well. I have been suffering like hell from past one week and I can't hold on this anymore. "I don't even know if you want me now or not but I hope that this is the last meeting of us and we don't meet each other from tomorrow. I will try to stay away from you and this house as much as possible." I said and ran to grab my car keys and ran out of the house and tears started to fall and I quickly took my car and sat inside it and drove away and I could hear my name being called but I didn't really care whether they were calling me or not.

I drove on the really high speed and didn't really care where I was going. I was just driving and driving with high speed and that too with so many thoughts that were keep popping up in my mind. I didn't really know where I was going but all I was knowing was that I want to be away and far away from my home right now. I want to be somewhere, where I could take the breathe freely and don't feel suffocation at all and I wish I could have someone to whom I could talk. I saw Mrs. Wilson place and I pressed the break but it didn't work and I did it for more time but I failed until I realize that the breaks are failed. Who could have done that? I looked at the road in horror. I have to do something before I lose the control. 

I take up the gear and tried to think of the place where I could go and there isn't so many people so that I could do something. I looked at the fuel and it was quite full. I come towards the forest area. Suddenly I found someone crossing the road and his steps were so slow and this had made me loose control on the steering and I ended up going towards the wrong direction. My mind is totally blank but I know that I have to do something before my car hits and at that moment I didn't really know what to do except one thing and that is jumping off the car. I unlocked my car and jumped off the car and I rolled down to a distance until I heard the loud sound that had made me realize that my car is no longer in good condition.

"Are you okay miss?" I heard a voice and looked up and found a familiar face but I was unable to get who he was at that time as I was feeling dizzy and I didn't really said anything and fall back but I felt an arm around my back.

"I should take you to the hospital." He said and picked me in his arms and next thing I knew was that I was out.