I felt happy, so i kissed her on the lips. Then i carried her to my bed. There's a lot of feelings i felt during that time, especially longing. I longed for her most of the time, that i almost went insane. Having her beside me right now pushes eveything aside, i don't care what we did or she did in the past. Right now feels so f*****g right. I can feel her emotions. I don't know what's she thinking right now. But what she's feeling right now f*****g hurts, as if my heart was being torn apart in pieces. She kissed me once again, and i responded passionately. She pulled away. "You look so thin, and tired." Her hand on my cheek. I held her hand. "I.. couldn't sleep or digest anything these days. Missing you is really killing me." She chuckles. "I'm sorry." He

