Forget

Chapter 3

Gun's POV:

Like I always do, I woke up early to prepare Off's clothes and food even if he is not eating it. I am still hoping that one day he will eat it.

I was preparing his food when I saw him walking down stair. I smiled.

"Good morning, P'Off" I greeted him. I noticed that his necktie is not well done. He really don't know how to fix his neck tie.

I walk closer to him and fix his necktie. He didn't complain that makes me smile.

"Morning" I froze when I heard him greet. I suddenly feel my heart beating so fast. Did he just greeted me?

"Gun" I snapped out when he called me. I looked at him and smiled before I continue fixing his neck tie.

I am so happy. I don't know what happened to him or why did he suddenly greeted me but I am happy. Super happy.

"I prepared your breakfast, P'Off" I said. Hoping he will accept it this time. He was just watching me and I can't read his facial expression. I can't look at him because I feel shy.

I offered the lunch box. Silently praying that he'll accept.

"Thank you" My eyes widened and I raise my head to look at him. He wasn't smiling or anything. But damn, I can feel my heart beat like a ticking bomb that's gonna explode anytime.

I just stood there and I don't know what to do. I want to hug him or kiss him or anything I can do to express how happy I am.

"I'm leaving" he said. He walks towards the door. I turn around and looked at him.

"P', are you going to go home and eat dinner with me?!" I asked, still in shock.

He stopped closing the door and faced me. He smiled and nodded before closing it. Again, I froze.

I stood there for about a minute. Trying to process everything that happened.

P'Off greeted me, took the lunch and breakfast I made and he's going to eat dinner with me!

I put my hand on my chest and I smiled while still looking at the door where P'Off just exited.

When it hits me. I started jumping and silently screaming in happiness.

I took off my apron and throw it somewhere before running upstair just to go to our room and get my phone. I dialed New's number.

"P'New!" I screamed when he picked up my call.

"What happened?" He asked. I heard people talking around him. Talking about scenes or what.

"P'Off greeted me and took the lunch box" I started as I lay down on our bed. I hugged his pillow and started smelling it. I just love his scent.

"I don't know if I'll be happy with that" I can imagine New rolling his eyes now. But he can't ruin my mood now. I am happy and no one can ruin it.

"We are going to eat dinner together too" I added and giggle.

"Really? Where?"

"Here. At house"

"Psh! of course. He doesn't want anyone to know he is married to you-"

"Not now" I cut him. "P'New, I have a feelings that he's starting to open up with me. Maybe he is giving me a chance to enter his heart"

"Yeah. Of course, I'll agree because I don't wanna ruin your mood today" I smiled wider. "But I have a bad feelings for this one" he whispered but I still hear it. I shook it off and didn't bother thinking about what he said.

"Our dinner later will be our first date" I said as I lay down properly, looking at the ceiling imagining what will happen later.

"What are you going to cook for him?" He asked that makes me think.

"What about Pad Krapow Moo Saap (fried basil and pork) or Tom Yum Goong (spicy shrimp food)? I can also cook Gaeng Daeng (red curry)"

"I don't care what you are going to cook but all I know is you can just use whatever is in your house because you can't go outside of your house to buy other ingeredients" New commented and I just realized that our food in fridge are almost gone. Damn, I eat them all because I was so bored in here.

I stayed silent, trying to think what I can do.

"Gun? D-Did I say something wrong again?" New asked with his concern voice. I smiled when an idea came up. I took a deep breath and I prepare myself to sound sad.

"P'New" I called him with my sad voice.

"W-what?" I bit my lips, stopping myself to laugh. I need to act cute

"Can you buy the things I need?" I asked. I heard him sigh.

"New, get ready. Your scene is next" I heard someone said on the line.

"I can't. I'm working" New said. My pout faded.

"Oh. Why didn't you tell me? You shouldn't talking to me. You should reading your lines" I said. Feeling guilty because I am consuming his time.

"It's okay. How about ask Off to let you buy things since you said he is nice to you today" what he said makes me smile again

"You're right. Then, I'll hang up. Bye. Susu na!" I bid my goodbye and hang up without waiting his response.

I dialed P'Off's number. It took him 4 rings before he picked up his phone.

"What?"

"P'Off. Can you let me go outside?" I asked smiling.

"No" he firmly answered. My smile faded.

"I just want to buy groceries" I whispered but enough for him to hear it. I keep silent.

"Send me all the things you need to buy. I'll let someone buy it and bring it there" He said and sigh. I smiled. At least I will have all I need.

"Okay"

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I am watching some series when I heard someone is knocking at our door. I stand up and walk closer to it and open it. I saw P'Off's friend, P'Tay holding 6 grocery bags. 3 on his right and 3 on his left.

"P'Tay" I called him and open the door wider to let him in.

"Here's your groceries" he said panting. I smiled.

"I'm sorry. P'Off asked you to do this. He just won't let me go outside" I apologized.

He put down the plastic bags on the kictchen table. I walked closer to it so that I can fix them all. I started to unpacked all the vegetable and put them inside the fridge.

"It's okay. I should be the one who'll say sorry because of Off. He shouldn't lock you here" he said and helped me put those can goods inside the kitchen cabinet where I can't reach.

"It's okay, P'. He has a reason. I don't want to be a problem to him" I said. I am so focus on fixing our food that I didn't realize that P'Tay became quite. I looked at him and he was staring at me with an unknown emotion on his face..

"Do you really love him that you're willing to change yourself?" He asked. I looked at him once again and smile

"I'm not changing myself, P'Tay. I am improving myself. At first, it's hard because I just want to go and enjoy my life but this is part of commitment. When you're married or in a relationship, you can't just decide for yourself. You should think about your partner. How he will feel or is it good for your relationship" I explained. That's when I realized I didn't offer him drinks. What the f**k.

"Sorry. Do you like juice?" I asked. He chuckled and nodded his head. I grabbed the juice in the fridge and the glass.

"It makes me more sorry for you. Off didn't even want to change for you" Tay said. I smiled and sat down opposite him

"I am not asking him to change. But if he will give me a chance to enter his heart, I would love to" I said. He smiled at me but his eyes looks like he was really sorry.

I don't know what does it mean. He may pity me because he think Off is locking me inside our house. I just smiled at him and prepare some foods for him.