PROLOGUE
730 Words
Everyone loved Deborah.
The girls wanted to be her, and the boys wanted to be with her. She was the kind of person who made life look effortless, laughter always in her voice, sunshine in her steps, the right words always at the right time. To the world, she was that girl, beautiful, confident, untouchable.
But perfect was a costume, and Deborah wore it better than anyone else.
Behind the practiced smiles and the laughter that echoed down the school halls, she was tired—bone-deep tired. Her life moved like clockwork: wake up, fix her face, put on the charm, play the role. Her boyfriend, with his sharp grin and expensive cologne, picked her up every morning. People said they were the perfect couple. He liked to say she was “his girl,” but the way his hand stayed on her shoulder felt more like a claim than a comfort.
So she let him. She let everyone believe the illusion.
When the world became too loud, Deborah turned to music. Earphones in, world off. It was the only place she didn’t have to pretend—where she could breathe without performing, feel without being seen. Music was the one thing that didn’t expect her to smile.
That Wednesday started like every other.
Her boyfriend honked twice, and she slipped into the passenger seat, letting the bass from her playlist blur his voice. School was noise, laughter, and eyes that watched her too closely. By the end of the day, she just wanted quiet. But her phone buzzed—a text from her mum.
> We need to talk when you get back.
Her stomach sank. The words weren’t long, but they carried weight, the kind of weight that made you feel it before you understood it.
Her dad never came home on Wednesdays, so the house should’ve felt peaceful. Instead, when she stepped inside, the air felt tight. Her mum was at the stove, stirring something fragrant, pretending to be fine. Deborah leaned against the counter, watching her mum’s hands shake slightly as she cooked.
The front door opened again. Her brother—the one in college—stepped in, followed by her sister, the graduate who never visited midweek. Deborah frowned.
Why was everyone here?
Her mum turned off the gas, wiped her hands on her apron, and faced them. Her voice trembled, but her eyes didn’t.
“Your father and I are getting a divorce.”
The room froze. No one spoke. Then, almost unexpectedly, Deborah felt… relief. A small, guilty breath of freedom escaped her. Her brother’s shoulders eased, her sister nodded slowly, but their mum’s eyes filled with tears she tried to hide.
They all knew what she wasn’t saying—that she still loved him. Despite the nights he didn’t come home. Despite the sharp words. Despite everything.
Dinner grew cold. The TV hummed softly in the background, but no one listened. Later, Deborah sat on her bed, headphones in, staring at the ceiling. The world outside her window was dark, but her mind was louder than ever.
Was this good? Bad? Or just inevitable?
She didn’t know.
Weeks passed like scenes from someone else’s life. Papers were signed. Arguments whispered behind closed doors. Then came the part she hadn’t prepared for—custody.
Her mum didn’t have much—just a small business that barely stayed afloat. The court said it wasn’t “stable enough.” Her dad, on the other hand, had everything that looked good on paper: money, a house, and a fiancée who smiled like she’d been part of their family all along. The judge didn’t hesitate. Deborah was going with him.
Her mother cried quietly when the verdict came. Deborah wanted to scream, to say I want to stay with you, but the words got stuck behind her pride. So she smiled, like she always did.
On moving day, she watched her mother from the car window. The house grew smaller as they drove away, until all that was left was her reflection—flawless, emotionless, and alone.
Her father mentioned Sandra, the woman he was marrying. Deborah didn’t respond. She just turned up the music, let it fill her head, and sank back into the only place that ever felt like hers.
Everyone loved Deborah.
But no one really knew her.
And maybe that was the point.
- Writer
