I was feeling my heartbeats getting faster and faster, my lungs were going out of control I was fighting to breathe, Mary was seating by my side slowly removing the sweat on my forehead with a small piece of my scarf I was drowning in my own sweat, Lewis was trying to calm me down, I feel so helpless, this world was so cruel to me, I couldn't change anything, I feel like I am seeing my death, the funny thing is I hate my life I truly do, I thought that when the time comes I would be ready ...ready to die, leave this world, and find peace, but the truth is, I don't want to die!
As I was fighting to breathe, I didn't surrender to the poison in my body, I want to live, I want to change the world I want to leave something, I want to experience love, one totally epic love, I want to feel succe
