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why am I useless

7years ago

Do you know how it feels to be abandoned and unwanted? I, Emily Smith the youngest out of my two other siblings have been feeling this way ever since I can remember. I am bullied at my school by my classmates and my brother's friends. At home also

I was never wanted it is like you had done a mistake that you even don't know you did. We are a rich family but I have been living a more miserable life than the poorest families.

My mom and dad own businesses that get them to be billionaires known all over our country. Everyone who hears Smith's enterprises will get scared because it is a name that can crush you in a second. My eldest brother's name is Jake. He is 10 years old and my second brother Keith is 9 years old and I am 8 years old. My family can do anything for my brothers but I am treated worse than a maid in my house. Today is the start of a new term in school so I was getting ready in my room.

Coming down to eat breakfast I saw my mom and dad chatting. I walked past them and they didn't even bother to except my existence so I got an apple and started walking to school. School is like hell for me that I don't even have a friend to accompany me.

Walking through the gates of school everyone passing through me and pushing me aside. That have been my routine since I started school. Going to my classroom after hearing all kinds of nicknames thrown at me. Another reason they bully me is that in their eye's I'm the teacher's pet getting first in everything and more. What can I do, my parents don't care about me so I need to study hard to have a good future.

After going through 4 lessons it was time for lunch. I went to the cafeteria to get my lunch. In the cafeteria my brothers were sitting with the popular crew. I didn't mind them and went to que up to get my lunch and then to go eat outside.

Suddenly out of nowhere a plate of spaghetti was thrown at me and all of the people in the cafeteria started laughing including my brothers. It was obviously that they were the ones who did that to me but it was not the end they threw every kinds of drinks and foods on me.

Out of nowhere Damon the scariest boy in the school came and everyone stopped what they were doing and went to their table to eat. Damon was approaching me and the sentence that he said completely struck me.

" Why are you so useless that you can't even defend yourself against them. It is better if you get out of here because you are a useless girl who can't even defend herself"

I couldn't take it anymore and started running outside of the school while hearing them laughing in there.

He was right. I am useless so WHY I AM LIVING ITS BETTER IF I DIE. In that way I can end my life and my parents shame from me.

Seeing a bridge ahead I decided there that there is no place for me in this life anymore so I decided to jump but.....