Chapter 2

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"I'm sorry" Nagising ako biglang may narinig akong boses. I open my eyes and I see my prince holding our hands together. I smile at him. He is now staring at me with his sad face. He's cute. "Is there a problem my Arashi?" Nawala ang ngiti saaking mga labi ng magtanong siya. Mabilis akong umiwas ng tingin at hindi nakapagsalita. Hindi ko alam Kung paano sasabihin. Baka pagkatapos Kong sabihin iyon ay iwan na niya ako. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko. Ayokong sumugal. "I'm just.. stress Iro. You know I'm new teacher here and it's hard to adjust here, knowing I don't have anyone to talk to" "Bakit hindi mo sinabi agad?" He said and feel frustrated at the moment. Siya ang nagpasok saakin dito, sa magandang school na Ito. Siguro iniisip niya na kasalanan niya Ito. Wala na akong maisip na ibang dahilan bukod sa stress ako kasi bago lang ako sa paaralang Ito. Mas mabuti na iyon nalang ang idahilan ko kesa sabihin sakanya ang totoong problema ko. Kesa sabihin ang past kong hindi niya matatanggap. "Which school do you want to work?" Tanong niya na kinagulat ko. Hindi ko alam Kung sasagot ako o hindi. I lost my words at the moment when I heard someone is calling to him. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag paglabas niya ng kwarto at natulog nalang ulit. Ayaw Kong abutan niya akong gising para tanungin ulit ako. Hindi pa ako nakakapagdesisyon at napagiisipan itong problema ko. I want to rest because I think my past still don't want to loose me. -*- "Ms. Porte please wake up..We need to close our clinic" I open my eyes and see the two nurse approaching me. I smile and thank them after that. I search my bag in the clinic before I decide to go. I already wear my casual outfit so it's makes me comfortable enough. Asheiro is already left me because he have meetings and clients to entertain. The nurses told me that I have a driver to drive me home because of Asheiro sent them to our school. Nakaluwag ako ng kaunti. Mabuti nalang busy siya kasi ayaw ko pa talaga makausap siya ngayon. I was walking alone when I saw a woman from my past. She is the one that ruined my life six years ago. She is look so mature now. Mahahalata mo din na mayaman siya dahil sa suot niyang damit at alahas . She is my friend back then but she ruined my life. Huminto ako mg malapit na ako sakanya. I guess pinamamadali na akong magdesisyon ng tadhana. I have so many questions in my mind kapag pinili ko itong desisyon ko pero ayaw ko na itong takbuhan uli kagaya ng ginawa ko. Huminga ako ng malalim at tumingin diretso sakanya at diretsong naglakad papunta sa harap niya. Noong una hindi niya pa ako tinitigan pero ngayong malapit nako sakanya kita ko ang gulat sa mata niya. I stop in front of her and then I smirk making her annoyed for a moment. "Look so mature Ms. Sanri, Did you miss me? Did you miss the girl you ruined her life six years ago?" She is being shock at the moment when I speak pero natauhan din siya at nilabas ang mukha niyang kinakatakutan ko makita. Nanigas ako sa kinatatayuan ko pero hindi ko pinahalata sakanya. I should wear my strong personality at her. Hindi dapat ako maging mahina! This time kailangan ko lumaban! "Oh! Looks who's here! A girl with a trash past! Why are you here? To get revenge? Still remember I am powerful!" She said while she's eyes so annoyed to see me here in front of her. I know she's powerful but still it doesn't means that she can do what she wants to do. Like ruined someone's life, like me. She is such a devil in disguise. Tinitigan ko siya sa mata. She really change a lot. She's my best friend back then but it turns to be my friend and suddenly it turns to be my enemy. Nakakalungkot na umabot kami sa ganito. Still I don't know the reason she betrayed me. Pagkatapos ng nangyayaring iyon hindi ko na siya makita o ma-contact. I was crying while finding her. Buwan at taon pero hindi ko siya mahanap. Gusto ko masagot yung mga tanong ko na gumugulo sa utak ko. Kung bakit niya iyon nagawa? Kung bakit kailangan niya sirain ang buhay ko? "Why did you do that to me? I'm your friend back then why?" I said while looking at her eyes. Her eyes never change the way it's so cold. "Why are you asking? Are you a good friend?!" Sabi niya at tinarayan ako. "Am I not a good friend?" Tanong ko. Hindi ba ako ganoon kabait na kaibigan para sirain niya ang buhay ko? Ganoon ba? "Stop wasting my time you little trash!" Sabi niya at tinabig ako bago umalis. She's avoiding my question because I know that's not the reason why she ruined my life. Nakatulala ako habang lumalabas sa parking lot ng school namin ng biglang may tumawag sakin. I was shocked at the moment when I see him calling me. Should I answer this? I observed the parking lot knowing if he is here because he called me but he's not. It's better actually. I don't know what to say to him now. I should think later when I'm home. I pick up my phone and answer his calls because of my curiuosity but stupidly thinking he will ask me some questions. Uh! It's hard! "Asheiro" "Are you fine or I should bring you to the hospital?" "Yes I'm fine, don't worry I'm going home" "I have driver there" "I know. Thank you..." "Be home safely. I love you" "I love you too.." "We can talk tommorow, I know you're tired Arashi" Pagkatapos ng call na iyon agad akong napangiti. He really understand people by their actions. He is the only one who notice everything. He judge people not because on their appearance but on their actions. either. Even I'm so nervous about what will happen tommorow but still I'm so happy because I have him everyday. I don't know if I should tell her my unforgettable past but my decisions is final. I would always choose him because I love him so much. It's midnight when I still up and thinking about my past. My past is like. a famous novel book you want to buy in books store but still wondering how can that story have an happy ending. In the life full of antagonist would my story have happy ending? Kahit anong pagbabago natin ay hinding hindi parin natin mababago ang ating nakaraan. Kahit gaano man Ito kahirap patuloy mo parin itong haharapin sa ayaw at gusto mo kasi hindi ka uusad Kung patuloy ka ka lamang nakahinto. It's morning when I'm tired to wake up because I remember what happened yesterday. I still can't believe that I am always seeing her everyday in our school, thinking she would ruined my life again anytime. I still don't have a choice. Kung mag iinarte ako, mawawalan ako ng trabaho at ililipat nanaman ako ni Asheiro ng ibang school ng dahil lang sa kaartehan ko. Asheiro is my boyfriend and not my personal assistant to always solved my problems in life. I should face this in my own. I should be strong. I'm a woman now not a girl six years ago. A girl always running her own problems and always thinking that crying is just the only one solution on her problems. Mabilis akong nakapunta sa school and to my everyday scenario at school always the same. The stares of some students and their gossip. The boys in the faculty room that staring at me. Ah! What's new? I stare in my own chair blankly. This is the right decision and I think it is the best. I am a teacher so I should not leave everything because of my own problems. May mga estuduyante akong umaasa sakin kaya bakit ko nga ba sila iiwan? I smile and decide to go in my first subject. I'm on my way on the corridor when I heard a heels of someone walking near to me. I look at her and greet her as a teacher here. Her face is shock yet irritated and it's makes me satisfy of my actions. Nilampasan ko na siya at napangiti. Sometimes I'm scared because of her but sometimes I feel that I can deal with her. I can deal my fear now and it's makes me proud to my self. Narinig kong palapit siya sakin kahit patuloy akong naglalakad patalikod sakanya sakto naman na nakita ko ang kasama ko sa faculty room namin na si Teacher Nicole at Teacher Sheila. They wide smile make me smile more even I see a devil today. They approach me to come with them in Philippine Art Museum in Sunday Afternoon. They said the Most famous Artist in the Philippines and also well known Artist in other countries all over the world are going to reveal his Identity to the Media. Oh! I remember it is sefo? Or Xepio? The Artist that they admire the most. I'm curious about who is the artist too, should I go? Nakarinig ako ng mga yabag na paalis mula sakin. I know it's her. I remember when our first met. She doesn't have friends and I'm a girl with so much friends when I met her. I don't know why always people want to be friends with me that time but I choose to ignore people when I'm curious about her. She's smart but she's not nerd. She's so shy and observant to the people around her but it's not bad because I know she wants a a true friends. That day i ask her out but she refuse me. I'm not sad that time because I know she will ignore my request. In two months I keep my self always with her even she doesn't like it. I don't know why I want to be friend with her but I know I can feel that she needs it. It took four months when she accepted the fact that I will not stop her if she keeps ignoring me. That day I'm happy because I know I will have so much good time being with her. Natulala muna ako bago ko tinignan sila teacher Nicole at Teacher Sheila. Simula ng araw na nawala siya at nang-iwan ay wala na akong naging kaibigan kailan man. I'm scared to trust people because of her. Nangilid ang luha sa sulok ng aking mga mata. I deserve to have a friends but not a friend like her. I will assure this time I have a friend that will never betrayed me. " Sure, It would be fun if we're all together" Sinadya kong lakasan ang boses ko para narinig niya ako kahit nasa malayo na siya. Nakita ko naman na sobrang nasiyahan ang dalawang kaharap kong guro. They are better than her I can feel it. There something in them that I really appreciate. They are always happy new positive and that's what I need now. " I would love to have a nice friend like both of you" _*_ Sorry for wrong grammars:( Chapter 2 Ends here. Hope you like it:) - Be happy and contented.
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