I was dragged under by exhaustion so deep it felt like my body shutting down out of self-defense.
The pain disappeared first.
Then the room.
Then the sound of my own breathing.
When I opened my eyes, I was no longer in my bed.
I stood barefoot on silver stone that stretched endlessly in every direction. The sky above me was not dark, yet it was not light. It was a vast expanse of moonlight, thick and alive, pulsing softly like a living thing. There were no stars. Only the moon.
It hung impossibly close, enormous and cracked with glowing veins of light.
I knew where I was.
Every she-wolf did.
I dropped to my knees without thinking.
“My Goddess,” I whispered.
The air shifted.
She appeared slowly, as if forming out of moonlight itself. Tall. Pale. Her skin glowed like frost under full moonlight. Long silver hair flowed down her back, moving even without wind. Her eyes were pools of endless night, reflecting galaxies I could not name.
The Moon Goddess.
She did not smile.
She did not soften her gaze.
“Lyra Vale,” she said, her voice echoing from everywhere and nowhere at once. “Daughter of a healer. Luna by bond. Broken by choice.”
My throat tightened.
“I did not choose this,” I said.
Her gaze sharpened. “You chose endurance.”
The words landed heavy.
I forced myself to stand, though my legs trembled. “Why am I here?”
She circled me slowly, her bare feet never touching the ground. “Because you are awake enough to listen now.”
“I have always listened,” I said.
She stopped in front of me.
“No,” she said calmly. “You obeyed. You hoped. You suffered quietly. That is not listening.”
Anger flared in my chest, sharp and sudden.
“Do you know what they called me?” I asked quietly. “For five years I could not conceive. Five years married to Kael. Five years of empty rooms and silent moons.”
She said nothing.
“The pack whispered,” I continued. “Some said I was cursed. Some said I was barren by punishment. They looked at me like I was nothing but a failed Luna. A pretty title with no purpose.”
My voice cracked, but I did not stop.
“I watched other she-wolves swell with life while my body stayed empty,” I said. “I prayed every full moon. I bled every cycle. I endured every look of pity and disgust.”
I lifted my head and met her gaze.
“And you watched.”
Her expression did not change.
“Why?” I demanded. “Why did you allow all of it? The humiliation. The waiting. The loneliness. Were my prayers not enough?”
“You were being hollowed,” she said calmly. “A vessel cannot be filled until it is emptied.”
I laughed bitterly. “You emptied me of dignity.”
“You were never meant to be comfortable,” she replied.
My hands trembled. “And now, when I finally gave birth, I cannot even bond with my own son.”
The pain lodged deep in my chest, sharp and suffocating.
“My emotions are unstable,” I whispered. “Every time I touch him, the bond recoils. I feel like a stranger to my own child.”
That was when she laughed.
It was soft. Cold. Amused.
“You will never bond with him,” the Moon Goddess said.
The words struck harder than any blow.
“What?” I breathed.
“The one who will bond with him is Seraphina,” she continued evenly. “Even though she did not carry him. Even though she did not bleed for him.”
My knees buckled.
“He will grow up loving her,” the Goddess said. “He will seek her comfort. Her voice. Her approval.”
“You are lying,” I whispered.
“I do not lie,” she said. “I design.”
My chest burned. “What happens to him?”
Her eyes darkened.
“He will not live past eight,” she said. “And she will be his doom.”
The world tilted.
“She will be the one he recognizes as his mother,” the Goddess finished. “Not you.”
Shock froze me in place.
“Why?” I screamed. “Why are you doing this to me? Is all the suffering not enough?”
For the first time, her smile was unmistakable.
“Suffering is never the end,” she said. “It is the beginning.”
Silence pressed in around us.
My voice came out hoarse. “And my son?”
The Goddess did not look away.
“Eryx was a catalyst.”
The world tilted.
I took a step back. “What did you say?”
“He was a test,” she said evenly. “A tool.”
Something inside me shattered.
“No,” I whispered. “No. You do not get to say that.”
“He was born fragile by design,” she continued. “A mirror of your inner fracture. His suffering forced you to see what endurance truly costs.”
Rage exploded through me.
“You used my child,” I screamed. “You used my body. My bond. My pain.”
The ground beneath my feet trembled.
Silver cracks spread across the stone.
The Moon Goddess did not move.
“You loved him,” she said. “That is why it worked.”
Tears burned my eyes. “You are cruel.”
“I am necessary,” she replied.
I shook my head violently. “No. Do not pretend this was fate. This was manipulation.”
Her eyes glinted. “All gods manipulate.”
I stepped forward, my fear burned away by fury. “Then you are no better than Kael.”
The air went deathly still.
For the first time, something flickered across her face.
Not anger.
Interest.
“You dare compare me to a man?” she asked.
“I dare,” I said, my voice shaking but strong. “You both watched me suffer and called it purpose.”
The silence stretched long and heavy.
Then she spoke again, softer this time.
“You survived,” she said. “That is the difference.”
“At what cost?” I demanded.
She studied me for a long moment.
“Do you want the truth?” she asked.
“Yes,” I said without hesitation.
She raised her hand.
Moonlight poured down around us, wrapping my body in silver glow. I gasped as something ancient stirred beneath my skin. Power. Cold. Sharp. Awake.
“You were never meant to remain,” she said. “You were meant to leave. To sever. To become.”
“Become what?” I asked.
Her lips curved faintly.
“A weapon.”
A pulse of energy shot through my chest.
I cried out as something burned into existence around my neck.
A necklace.
Forged of pure moonlight and silver chains, resting cold against my skin. At its center hung a crescent marked with runes that pulsed softly, alive.
“This will anchor your awakening,” the Goddess said. “It will protect you when you sever the bond.”
I clutched it instinctively. “You think I will still serve you after this?”
She stepped closer, her presence overwhelming.
“You will not serve me,” she said. “You will walk your own path. That is the final test.”
“And my son?” I whispered.
Her gaze softened, just barely.
“His fate is bound to yours,” she said. “What you choose next will decide how much suffering remains.”
I wanted to strike her.
I wanted to beg.
Instead, I asked the only question that mattered.
“Was there ever a future where I was happy?”
The Moon Goddess looked at me for a long time.
“Yes,” she said. “But happiness was never gentle.”
The moon flared blindingly bright.
The world shattered.
I gasped and bolted upright in bed.
My body was drenched in sweat. My heart slammed painfully against my ribs. Moonlight flooded my room, brighter than it had any right to be.
I reached for my neck.
Cold silver pressed beneath my fingers.
The necklace.
Real.
Glowing softly.
My breath hitched.
Then I heard it.
A hum.
I looked up.
Eryx was floating above the bed.
Suspended in midair, wrapped in silver light, his tiny body glowing like moonfire in the darkness.
My blood turned to ice.
“Eryx,” I whispered.