Ellie POV
As I heard the door close, I ran to the toilet and vomited. What had I done? How could I have lost all control? How could I do that to Odin?
I turned on the shower and got in. I sat in the shower and bawled my eyes out.
It's not that Dusty did anything wrong. It was me. I can only be furious with myself. I still felt the need to go be with him, though. How can my body and senses betray me like that? I know it's only the mate bond because my heart aches for what I did to Odin.
I sat in the shower until I felt like I washed off all of Dustin's scent.
I got my pyjamas on and climbed into bed. I looked at my phone, working out how to tell Odin. Will he leave me? I don't blame him. I couldn't do it right now. I wasn't ready for him to end it.
I held my body as I cried myself t
