Rei told me where to find Arashi. His wing was to the west and he had his quarters as I started to walk there. At this point, I didn't care if they said I wasn't allowed to see him.
I didn't care about those rituals where we practically didn't follow it anyway and I certainly didn't care about that official marriage ceremony since we were already married. Arashi had vowed to me and I had vowed to him and it was enough.
I didn't need anyone's approval to tell me if I was worthy of his wife or not. I knew he loved me as much as I did. He was just guilty and still couldn't forget about his past.
Maybe I had no power to make him forget his past and I wasn't going to make him forget about it since it was a part of him but I would definitely make his present better and would make his future
