I quickly came back to reality. "Yeah...Sorry...I was thinking about something...Let's pick a movie before we get comfy. Sorry." I scrambled to gather my thoughts as I spoke before getting up to have a drink. While I was in the kitchen, I chugged a glass of wine and then refilled my glass. I needed to take the edge off all the immoral thoughts running around in my head. I also wanted to change my clothes. As I walked through the living room, I told him, "Hey, I'll be right back. I want to put some comfy clothes on." While in my bedroom, I was overthinking what I should wear. I didn't want to encourage my son by wearing clothes with easy access, but I didn't want to dress like I was preparing for a storm. I decided to put on a pair of shorts and a loose shirt. As the wine kicked in, my brai

