It was so hard for me the next day. I don't know how many times and how long I've been spacing out. I stared at the mirror infront of me. I sighed when I saw how terrible I look like. With the dark circles under my eyes, it is not so hard to know that I stayed up 'till morning and cried a lot. After everything that Xian told me, I couldn't talk anymore so I made sure the door is locked before I jumped to my bed and cried. He didn't talk much but I know he stayed there, I felt his presence until morning. I guess it's already five when I finally fell to sleep due to exhaustion. I woke up at nine and found myself properly laid on my bed though. My shoes were removed and the comforter's all over me. I don't want to assume but I'm sure Xian did that, he has the sparekey of my room afterall.

