I found out that Kenneth wanted to see me that morning to tell me about the result of the bloodtests her mother conducted. They found out I have pre-leukemia and that my WBC grows faster than normal and that was a week ago.
Mom said the doctors already conducted biopsy and imaging diagnosis that's why they found out that my leukemia immediately proceeded to stage three. And now they are convincing me to undergo chemotherapy which means I may start losing my hair. The thought of all of it horrified me. I couldn't believe it at first but I know from the very start that I am sick.
"Mom I don't want it.."
I can see how scared they are at my response. But I don't want it. I don't know if I'm still on the right mind to decline chemotherapy but the thought of being stucked here in this hospita
