I sat on the couch with my legs wrapped on each other. I held a handful of chips while I used my other hand to adjust the blanket on my body. It rained and so I was cold. I turned on the TV and used the remote to control it.
I kept my eyes fixated on the TV show while stuffing the chips in my mouth. I chewed gently and just watched the TV show. I was trying my best to not think about what happened last night with Xavier. I woke with a sudden flush of realization and I felt dirty.
I couldn’t believe I actually did all that nasty stuff with my step brother and even offered to give him a blow job.
“Oh my god,” I blurted in an undertone when I saw I couldn’t stop thinking about him fingering me.
The thoughts made me feel nauseated and now, I feel like I regret letting him touch me. I love
