Chapter 41 Eleanor POV □□□□ I sit in Ferguson's office as I wait, this is the only option left in front of me. I need to make things clear, and I'll do it with all the strength I have got. My silence shouldn't become my curse at the end of the day. I need to make sure they hear me out, for what I want and what not. But my mind is a mess , it's pulling back to kasper ("Don't leave Kasper. Please…. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me. And don't give up on me. I'm trying hard to fit in here and find my way. Without you, I'll find no hope to do so" His eyes looked at me like he wanted to believe me, but he was not supposed. His mind looked like it was debating the thought His eyes battled in front of my eyes , as he tried to say something but every time he

