Ch 37
Kasper pov
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My eyes feel dizzy, my steps uneasy.
I know I have had too much to drink tonight.
Because I had too ,I felt so hurt this night.
They thought I was very pleased about the royal announcement by my Duke.
In reality ,I felt like I had my heart being ripped into pieces.
And there's nothing to blame on anyone but me.
I did this to myself.
I did this ,knowingly.
This was all so stupid, and without even starting anything I feel so much pain.
An uneasiness inside my chest ,my eyes holding the rage.
I unlock my room door ,as I take my steps cautiously , it feels like I'm being dragged down behind when I try to take a step further , it's a feeling like someone is pulling my head in the back.
Pushing the door close,I press my forehead against the cold door sha
