Ch 73
Eleanor POV
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In the past I have been with guys who gave me those giggles, those butterflies.
The thrill, the excitement to wake up with.
And also those tears, the disappointment.
I have been with a man who gave me all, the warmth, those smiles, that comfort, and mainly toe clenching pleasure, a deep feeling that will just make it feel worth more….
The tears when he (kasper) held me.
That felt real, vulnerable.
But last night…
I didn't feel myself…
I'm not confident If it was the role-play, the f*****g thing he had tricked me into, or that my body felt so weak that I couldn't get myself to push him away.
He didn't touch me everywhere, yet, I felt weak… and felt the need all over my body.
He didn't kiss my lips …
He didn't embrace me…
But he had got the hold on me and
