Eleanor POV
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I try hard not to scream at all those guards who bow down in front of me.
Sometimes, I feel lost in my own skin and that feeling leaves me unsettled
It's like, even if I look in the mirror, I'll not be able to find me.
I don't want to be their princess, I just to do things that will do my father proud from wherever he is seeing us.
But also I want to go back to being the girl who nobody cared.
At least she was less lonely and had few lesser expectations on her back.
"Your royal highness" Ferguson smiles, as he greets me right at the door like he was waiting for me, counting second
And I look at Kasper who follows me quietly, his eyes fixed on me.
I just feel so scared ,anxious when around this people
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I don't know why, …but I feel scared.
"Ferguson" I t
