Ch 18
Eleanor POV
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My lips feel dry and cracked as I slam it against his.
His body jerks at my touch, like he wants to pull away and to pull away now.
But I bring my hand around his waist, as I grip his shirt around his torso, closing my eyes, giving in to the sensation.
I want to believe that I'm doing this, that I'm letting this night happen because I want to create a scandal on myself to call off the wedding.
But who am I kidding ?
Myself?
No , I have never wanted any one this bad.
It's like this is the only real thing I have ever had in my life.
I have known him from few weeks but every time I look at him ,he looks like he is here for me and that's not anything that concerned to his bodyguard duty.
It's like he can feel me even when I have no words to explain.
May
