Lily POV
Everything in my mind was blank.
Everything sounded like I was underwater. I could barely hear the voices around me.
Everything was dark, and it was somewhat comforting. I did not want to leave.
How could I be so stupid and think that I could be with someone I have had a crush on since I was a kid.
After that, though, I once again went black, and I slipped under the coolness.
I was unsure exactly what time I woke up, but I could tell that I was in my room and my bed.
I sat up, looking around; I was by myself.
Just the fact that I was made me sink deeper into my depression.
I could not blame the boys, though. I would not want to be with someone who constantly needs help.
A little girl who likes playing dress-up.
Who burdens them every day with their existence.
I laid b
