J A S O N As soon as I was going to knock, the door opened by someone from the inside. Then my eyes landed on hers. Those eyes that I have been missing looking at them. Those eyes that have been avoiding me like the plague that I couldn't catch a glimpse of them except when she is paying attention in the classes that we have in common and she can't realize that I am looking at her. But that's all I have been doing in those classes that I have been taking with her. Just watching her the whole time. That I might be failing but I don't care. I messed up big time and she can't forgive me except when she knows the truth. It's so hard seeing her but not able to talk with her, not even a single word can be exchanged between us anymore. It's also hard knowing that she is in the same place a

