Mel's POV
I run as fast I could finding the need to die that instant. I can't live without him. Even though he has caused me more pain he brought meaning into my life. A reason to live. Now he has taken that reason away. He was my life, my everything. I could stand him marrying someone else even if it's not me but I can't stand him being no more. Sometimes you don't know what we have until we lose them. But my case was different. I knew what I had. I knew all I wanted was him but I was a coward. I never told him I loved him. I always compared him to his brother and painted a perfect picture of Marron to him making him feel bad. I wanted him to see what he was rejecting. Why do I feel I was the cause of his death? It's eating me up, the guilt and shame is killing me. What am I going to tel
