I looked at Caleb who still has a serious face. He also sped up a bit. I kinda did that on purpose, but now I think it was childish. I just wanted to make him realize that I'm happy and contented for what I have now. That I'm happy even though he left me.
That I can do things alone without him, but turns out that he's still the one who catches me in this kind of situation. I hate it. I don't like it. Feelings and all of this doesn't feel right to me.
I lean my head on the window and close my eyes. I guess I can rest here now. This will be a long drive and I'm not planning on talking to him or have small talks with him. I just want to go home and rest now.
It's weird how I still feel comfortable around him. That's one of the thing that I also hate. f**k.
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I woke up in a familiar place
