He didn't ask me anymore or what song I was listening to. When I calmed down and feel like the voices are totally gone, I removed my earphones and eat with Kaizer.
"Does that help?" He asked.
"Yes. The voices disappear instantly."
He nodded like it was fine to him. Of course it's fine because he doesn't know what I was listening to. If I tell this to Laura and ask advice for it she would just tell me to spill everything to Kaizer and that's what I don't want.
I don't want us to fight or make him feel like I still love my ex. I tried listening to different music and voices, but it doesn't work. Nothing works for me.
I hope this trauma will be gone so that I won't be needing to tell Kaizer about it.
After we ate lunch, we went back to the company and started working again. We have our
