I know... me too. That’s what I want to believe. That was the reason why I’m still holding on. I’m waiting for him to tell me the real reason behind it. Even he wounded me, I still want to give him a chance. It’s because I love him, but I don’t think he love me enough to stay. “Just rest first, okay? You must be really tired all this time.” “I’m sorry I wasn’t here when you needed me. I wasn’t here to protect you.” I can see the tears forming in his eyes. Now I feel really sad. I can’t look at someone I love cries. I wiped his tears using my thumb and smiled. “It’s okay brother. I’m so proud of what you’ve become. You deserve all that you have right now.” I hugged him and we both cried at each other’s arms. I hope that after this, I would realize that I deserve be

