I know he loves me. I can feel it. I just hope he heals quickly and do the surgery.
"Does the surgery guarantee you to live longer?" I asked.
"It can, but it can also kill me." He said.
He can be killed when surgery is performed? But he looks too well to me right now. He did lose a lot of weight, but he still looks healthy to me.
"Will you do the surgery if given the chance to?"
He took a deep breathe and said, "Honestly... I don't know. I'm afraid. What if I die while they're operating me? I'd rather die slowly--"
"Stop saying that you're dying...."
"But I already am.... Celena." He said.
He said it like it was just a simple word. My eyes are tearing up. I can't imagine him being gone. I'd rather choose where he's not with me but in other country something like that.
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