They have professional personal doctors here. They're good, but they're not specialized with heart. I don't know about mom, I think she's trying to communicate with their father to ask for a fast donor. I don't know if that's possible, but I'll take anything. I can't do anything though, so I leave it all to my mom. And she's the one who's really eager to save my life and trying to find a hope. I don't though. I know what's coming from me and I know it sounds crazy, but I'm ready for it. I'm not even seeking for hope anymore. "Why didn't you eat with us before, Celena?" Lucas asked. She looked at me first then I just raised both of my eyebrows at her. She's the one being asked. Not me. "I was mad at him." She said and looked at me. Lucas chuckled and said, "I see, I see, you guys

